Predictions for next year

I have been closing off one more year in the college apartment and in college life in general, but there is going to be another time I'm going to be focusing on.  Next year.  I hope next year is going to be better than this year and I hope I am not going into the same pattern of BS.

I am probably going to meet new people; most likely as I did meet new people this year, but it seems like the relationships with these people had faded away as I moved up to that apartment.  I can see a close bond willl be coming with these people, but I was also realizing the differences I was having with these people, especially with interests and intelligence.

I had been struggling a lot with the romantic life and I have never been in any "long term" romantic relationships.  It was pretty amazing when I got up to holding hands with a girl, then that "relationship" seem to faded away and she found some other guy that was more like her. With the switch to the new roommates, it was a lonely year but I should of focused a lot on my schoolwork and my studies, along with improving myself and finding a new job.

Romance is going to come again and I can see it might come pretty quickly, if I find girls that are my speed.  I think I was realizing what girls are my type and what type of girls I seem to be attracted to.

So far, I did get "hired" or a job so it is going to change the situation and I am going to experience the world of working for the public and getting my paycheck for the first time in my life.  I am not going to get payed much, but at least it is a start and it is probably better than I have it before.  It is going to relieve a lot of stress on my parents about the college expentitures and I am going to appreciate them a lot more, including paying for things such as rent and gas.

I am going to have a steady income and I probably have enough money to pay for a date; probably a movie or something.  The driving situation and the money has probably kept me from having relationships, unless  I am going to be these "hooking up" type people which my parents have strict rules about, even over the age of 18.

There is going to be a lot of change in me and I am going to think a lot different.  I am  probably going to have a lot more freedom and a lot more self confidence than ever before; I am going to start to feel like I can roam about without being reliant on my parents.

I hope things are going to be better and God I hope.  I don't want to have a repeat of the last few years, because I have enough of it. It was time for me to have another good year.