New experiences are coming

I am going to be meeting new people and new experiences are coming with the new roommates I am probably going to have next fall.  The last few years were rather dry and it seems like it was not the best social years - they were years of  finding myself and starting to see the world inward, but I need to starting seeing the world outward again.

I am probably going to have an experience like the first year and it is about due for another year like the first year in college, but I have a feeling that it might be the best year in college or the worse year in college.

I haven't really had a good year of frat - that will get me out of high school and ready for the real world.  I am also probably going to enter the workplace.  This might be a pleasant surprise.

I can see whoever I get I am going to pick up some bad habits but I might pick up some bad habits.  I don't think I really picked up many good habits from college.  I have a feeling that I need to be more socialable - I tend to be more shy of a person and I tend to be lost in my inner thoughts, but it is about time for me to reform myself and start to have my thoughts to some other person.  Forcing you to be with sociable roommates might do this.

I am in an apartment with many people and why am I sitting in my room?  Maybe my values don't fit or I might be one of these out of touch stick in the muds.  I need to be with other people.

Of course, I do like to think and I do like to listen to my music, but when I get too self contained, I become this weird individual.  I don't think I was interested in the other people more than myself - I seem to worship myself, probably because I was trying to find myself.

It is time for me to give up my self to others and eventually I am going to learn that lifestyle.  This might be a good experience - I should be a little more conformist and I should be a little more outgoing and friendly.  This "thinking too much" person is not going to get me too far and I might turn into these out of touch people.  When I think too much and spend too much alone, I start to be myself too much that I am going to lack  touch in reality.  People are designed to connect with other people.

Romantic relationships might be sprung when I make connections with other people - I should not be one of these thinkings and still try to get the ladies with some of my thoughts.  This spending time alone is starting to turn me into a emo kid.

It is  time for me to get some social experiences and probably some time to get a good social experience.  The time I had spent on the internet has been too much and I was starting to get weird, and start to look up stupid stuff along with contemplate about my past. I might find some girls to meet in the present - they are there; I am living in the past and I am probably living in one of my self centered little worlds.