Right now, the mighty Mississippi river is flooding and we are going to have a near record level of flood; which could be a dangerous situation. This could be a massive change in lifestyle, but I have a feeling that this lifestyle change is going to be a kick in the butt by God. God has probably planned this flood for a reason - I see a lot of helping and doing for other people.
This might be a different weekend and it might be a weekend that I need. My parents are telling me to grow up some how and this might be a weekend for me to grow up. This flood might be a test for my sanity and my maturity, and this might show me how much of a failure my habits have.
The flood is either going to force me to go into the apartment or is going to force me to stay at home. When I am at the apartment, there are going to be a lot more additional responsibility. I am not going to be tied for school, so this might be a time for me to get my homework done, along with to do some cleaning and shaping up. This might be a time for me to be a little more open and social. I have been dependant on my parents and it seems like I rather suck onto mommy or daddy instead of making the effort to have some new friends or a girlfriend. I'll have to learn how to entertain myself because this might be the single life I am going to have in the adult world.
I also have the choice to sit and suffer the flood. My parents says that I am going to eat a little more different, not go up town a little bit different, and possibly experience living on less. It is going to be a wonderful, coming of age experience for me and for everyone. I think I have been taking things for granted and it is time to start working together and helping each other, and this might be a lesson for me to learn to put yourself to other people, as well as think about the simpler things in life.
I had probably taken things for granted and I have been coddled, as well as pretty self-centered and this might be a growing up experience for me.
This might nip me in the butt as a "flood" as in Noahs ark - I need to "cleanse" a lot of my bad behaviors and the waters my symbolize the bad things that had happened to me and I am being punished. I can ditch this experience but either way, I am going to be learning a valuable lesson about things.
I am starting to realize that I need to stop sucking onto mom, be more responsible, help other people, do things on my own and make my own decisions, etc. These are things that I need to have and it is probably going to fullfill my wishes. This flood might be an excellent project and real life experience for my social psychology, along with an experience in general. I was spending too much time with my head up my butt and not doing for someone else.
The weekend was a coddle, whine, and kiss my butt weekend. This weekend and this time period might be a different time period, and is going to be a different experience for me. I think it is going to be an memorable event that is going to help me grow up.
This event has job skills and many life skills, and it is going to help me in many ways. This flood might not be a curse but it might be a blessing.
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