It looks like I have been having some good times lately, and I have a feeling that more good times are going in the future. The good times I am having are part way due to me just simply having my problems solved - I just go right to a solution instead of just letting the problem bottle up - I realize that having my problems bottle up will cause more problems.
I think I have been learning a lot of lessons and I am starting to grow up - I have been opening up in the last month or two, and I have been having good results. I have been living a life that I have been initiating myself - I have been doing this myself with a boost from other people. I have developed a great support group that I text message, helping me through the problems in life and starting to save stress on my family. I am starting to grow up and starting to accept things.
Of course, there is some growing up to do and there are some flaws, but there has been some improvement about every week. I have been pushing through many conflicts that I have been pushing through before - about 2-3 times this year, I felt like I was about to lose control, but I kept it under control and I have bounced back. The last week was an emotional roller coaster ride with a lot of stress and I was having a tough time, but at least I had people that was ready to back me up and by the end of the week, I was having a very fun time back to normal. I think it was an attitude change that did it too.
In the next month or so, I am still going to change, and many things are going to happen. I think in the school world I am going to be doing classes where I am actually going to get my hands dirty; I will have a sense of power and control. For my age, I am going to be pretty cool doing things that many older people will be doing - that will gain a lot of self confidence and status. I am going to be starting to do things that will be pretty cool for my age - something that is very impressive and influential. I could be pretty cool!! I am starting to prove myself that I could be very cool and respected if I want too. I had spent a summer in the underground, but now I am going to be having classes that will make me very cool once I am done. I am taking organizational behavior and I would be doing some pretty sweet things - things that will be a help to the community and a social status climber at a very young age. My status will explode in the future - I am going to skyrocket in coolness - just wait - I am going to be awesome!!! I am not giving myself a pep talk but I am going to be realizing what is coming in the horizon. I am feeling a sense of optimism of what is going to be happening in the future - I had learned my lesson and things are going to be brightening.
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