What turns me on

There are lots of girls around there and it looks like I haven't really have a chance to date any of these ones.  One thing is simply I just don't have the guts to ask them out and I probably don't have the time or the money.  There are girls all over the place - I see them in the street, I see them in stores, at church, in restaurants - anywhere there is human beings, there are girls.  There are girls that are living right next door to me in the apartments - right next to me and I haven't even taken the time of day to get to know them.  And they are cute girls - I need to open my mind and stop being in my little lark or my little hole.  When I see these girls, I should be half way friendly to them - they might be interested in dating me and they are about 50-100 ft apart from me when writing this.

There are girls everywhere - as long as there are people, you are always going to see a female specimen and they are all beautiful in some shape or form.

But it looks like I am not shy around girls but just people in general.  I think I need to grow up and get out of my nest - if I want girls, I need to start being a little bit friendly to them.  My parents are stodgy and out of touch anyway lol.  It looks like I am getting in a rut - I got the opportunity every day to meet someone new and I got the opportunity to try something out, but it looks like I just got a routine I am stuck in.  I see a girl sit across from me - look at me, I just basically ignore her and go about my business, and then I whine about not getting girls on the internet.

But I should find out - what turns me on.  I probably won't be going after every girl - it looks like some types of girls do turn my crank.  It looks like my head turns whenever I see a girl with short short with nice tanned legs - it makes me can't resist to stop looking at them and I probably get that embarrassing boner.  But there is more to physical attraction.  I probably want someone who is easy to talk to, a good listener, is pretty compassionate, and has a love for children.  It looks like I want someone who looks halfway decent as well but the personality might matter as well.  Smart girls are not bad, but not nerdy.  I do like intelligent.  The biggest thing is someone I feel very comfortable with and I fit like a good old shoe - it just fits just right and someone I don't have to put on an act or be intimidated when I see these girls.  There are probably girls like that all over the place.

I probably want one that is good in bed lol when the time comes, but I don't want a slut.  I like modesty and someone that is treated like a human being, not a sex machine.  These girls that obsess on sex are the ones that get boring all the time - they are like animals and they don't have anything else except for good physical attraction and sex skills...lol.

Of course I need to change my attitude - I do like my routine of going home to mow the lawn and pet the kitty, but that is not going to get me far.  I need to shake things up.