A new pattern is created

I had sucessfully went through the first night of my Scholastica classes and it looks like I have to establish a new pattern.  Usually I was spending a lot of time in the classroom during the day and it seems like I have been doing some moping around at the apartment at night.  I might be at a different pattern with the Scholastica schedule unless I have scheduled some CLC classes.  It look like I have been used to having class everyday, but it looks like I am going to have a lot more free time.  I probably don't really know what I am going to do on my free days and there is a lot of adjustment, but I am going to figure it out somehow.  It looks like the time that I am involved with my free days might be a lot of homework; or it might be involved searching for a job.  Getting a job is very hard in this economy and it looks like I am not getting anywhere. I am probably going to learn why it is hard to get a job and what I should do to get a job.

I have been told that I need to be more social.  I am probably going to spend my free day sitting in the apartment on the computer with nothing to do; I think I need to at least go outside and exercise.  I do have a car which I have the ability to drive and I can hang out in some of the stores that are around town, and get something to eat  - probably in a lunch counter or bar like atmosphere.  It is about time for me to get out.  The college is loaded with a lot of people but it might be a lonely time - it is about time for me to develop some relationships instead of just sitting around, thinking about the world and other random things - I have become very philosophical and odd when I just sit around and think about things - I need to have something to keep my mind occupied or I am going to be nutso.

I can see this might be a challenge but it is about time for me to iniate and be more friendly - the ball is in my court.  There are a lot of nice people - they are not going to come up to me; I have to come up to them.  The same thing with a job - they are not going to come to me; I have to come to them.  It seems like everything - I need to start iniating a little more and to start trying new things; being a lot more adventorous.  There are a lot of choice to be made and I do have the right choices, and I should go down the right path.