There are some many things that I like to whine about and it looks like my high school life is one of the things that I like to whine about. Almost everyone has it tough in high school and it seems like a lot of people have past regrets in high school, but eventually I am going to remember the good times of high school.
High school was pretty awkward for me socially, but I have gotten through it. I was pretty well liked in elementary school and it seems like I had a lot of friends, but it seems to all change when I was in high school. It looks like I was starting to enter my own world in high school and I was starting to think about many things - I was starting to become more and more less interested in other people and into my own fantasy world. I had that fantasy that I wanted to become a pop star and I was some guy that was famous and I was even interested in writing songs, but I never really got anywhere. I was also doing rap music and some of the other kids thought my rap music was cool, and they want to hear more of my music.
Right now I got a Pro Tools system and I am doing my fantasies on the Pro Tools system - I was introduced in music ever since I was very young and I was playing around with music software. It was a fun activity for me to do and it did release a lot of stress, and it did gave out a lot of inspiration as well.
The music world was really important to me in high school and it is always going to be something that is going to be a part of me. Music is part of my soul; it is my savior and it is something that I got to thank God for.
I have many past regrets and I think music will be a good way to get through the past regrets. I was in a fantasy world, but I think it was a lot better than the real world. I was trying to be in the real world as well.
I wasn't really social in high school and I didn't really seem to care - it seems like I got other things to do and other things to think about. It is not because I didn't like people, but it looks like I had enough - I don't really think I care if I was appreciated or not.
High school was not bad and by the end of high school things were pretty fun - the track team was pretty awesome and just fooling around with the music. The music world had kept me going through high school and it is going to get me through the rest of my years.
I don't think things were that bad - I was one of these people that seem to be more creative and philosophical than other people - I was probably looking at the world through a different perspective. School was not that bad and there were probably some fun times that I would of not forgotten about.
Now I am in college and I am going to get my act together - I am probably finally interested in relationships and dating - girls actually interested me. Back in high school I probably wanted to have a blonde on my shoulder, but I am starting to become more open minded - brunettes and redheads are alright too, but I think like blondes the best. Not the ding back blonde but the night golden sandy blonde - pretty a good tan is good. Brunette is all right and I was starting to appreciate brunette by the time I was senior year - a nice skin complexion will be good with a brunette and with someone that has pretty eyes, nice smile, and a personality. I like blonde with a personality - there are a lot of girls that are cute.
There are a lot of things about high school that I forgot about and there are a lot of things that is going to stick in my memory for a long time. It looks like I was fooling around on the internet a lot and a faster internet connection will be better - I can explore my world and listen to music. But it looks like this college time is a time that I am exploring my world and I am starting to get a better view of the world.
There are things that were good and there were things that were bad, but for the most part, there were some generally fun times.
The best times are the times when I am alone and true to myself - listening to music or watching TV, or playing the Sims, writing music - these times are great; having too much social will not be that great.
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