It looks like I have a whole path of life ahead of me, but I think I need to reorganize my values. It seems like the people my age are starting to go their direction and many are going different paths. Some are getting married already while some of them are starting to have kids and do lots of adult responsibility, while others are still hanging on my teenage life. It looks like my life is pretty predicable and I hanging on this high school pattern, but I think I need to get my values adjusted and to see what it is most important in life.
About the age of 21, I need to start getting my act together and start deciding what I want to do in life. But it looks like I don't have a clue and it looks like I don't really care. But it looks like I find relationships really important - you know I like to have friends, but I like to keep to my self as well. It is nice to have friends but I am not the type to have someone on my back all the time - I sometimes I want to be left alone to think about things. It looks like I am pretty close to my family but I need to be independent as well. It looks like I am valuing love and acceptance at the moment. It looks like I want someone to love me, to feel attached to. I am looking for someone just to spend time with me and just to be a companion. It is about time for relationships - I have a feeling that someone is looking for me.
It seems like other people are in relationships and they are happy together, and it looks like I am feeling left out. But sometimes I need to be left alone to figure out who I am and what I want to do in life.
It looks like I am looking for a job as well too because I need to get some money and start living on my own. It looks like I am overly dependant on my parents and it looks like I need to get some time cooking and cleaning. It looks like they are getting boring and everyone else is going in their different directions.
I think it is about time to find out who I am, what am I good at, what I am made for...I made for something and I don't know what. Someday I am going to find out who I am and what on Earth I am on here for.
It looks like I suck on my parents, but I am also looking for some intimacy outside of my parents as well. It is time for me to find someone I love, but I need to find out who I am first - it looks like I didn't really have a clue and it looks like I am getting closer and closer to finding out who I am. Where do I fit? What do I believe? There are a lot of decisions to be made and I am trying to figure it out.
It looks like back in high school I was trying out different looks and styles, and I was sort of getting a clue of who I am, but I haven't got it fined tuned. It looks like I have a hard time of what culture I relate the best too. But one I get educated, I am starting to find out what culture fits closet to me and I can find out what fits me.
But it looks like I have some pretty good moral values and it seems like I don't really do anything bad. I don't do all the naughty stuff...lol...and I am not much of a partier. It looks like some days I could be sort of a quiet and introspective person that is trying to figure out my world and I have many views in life.
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