It looks like it is time for me to plan things out and to figure out my direction in life is going to be. It looks like it is turning out I am going into the next step in having a better idea of what I am going to be doing in the future, and this spring break might be some time to take action in these steps.
I understand this is a gradual process but I am having a better understanding of who I am. I have taking classes in the basic to have my understanding and view of the world, and it looks like I am having a fuller view of the world and what I need to do to use my talents, my time, and my treasure to make this world a better place. I am starting to get a philosophy, a worldview but eventually I am going to find out my role that coincides with this worldview.
I do have an interest in psychology and how people tick; I would like to learn about what people do and how they behave but that is not enough. I also have an interest in how it affects society and I have a good idea of what I think society is going to be like in the future. With this worldview, it looks like I am starting to see things that are not right. I see a lot of problems in how people interact and behave; it looks like there is a lot of drama and I wish people would know how to act civilized. I can see a lot of people these days, including myself, have issues and we have an overacceptance of people who have issues. I also am getting sick and tired of what people chose for stores -I am always griping about what people put up town for businesses and what I think should be uptown. I think we need for clothing stores, food, computer stores, teen hang outs, etc. I am also having a hard time getting a part time job and it might be how the stores are run, etc. and I think there might be some corrections. Everyone is starting to have their view of the world and they have something to contribute to it.
Lets say you are an artist - you see the world has bad art and you think you can contribute with your style of art. Same thing with the carpenter - you want to build and to add more living space to people. Every job is part of a project called life and I am going to have to be ready to contribute to this project called life.
I do need to get out in the real world and that might even expand my view of the world even a little farther. The job search has shaped my view of the world but it looks like I have given up because I was padded pretty good from my mom. I need to start valuing different things and it seems like I have been living confortable and cozy with my mom taking care of me at an age that I am too old. The living on my own in the apartment with the roommates was good for character and idenity development, but the next step is going to be getting me a part time job. Education is good but I need to have some experience in the world.
There is some openings in some places and I should think about the benefits of having a job. Lets say I am unloading boxes at a clothing store. I help put the clothes on the shelves and mark the prices - like the stock boy which probably makes the clothes more available for people that want to look cool or need clothing. Or I can have a good feeling of making someone happy by serving pizza and I start realizing that making other people happy is going to be my goal after the life of childish pleasure.
It looks like I have been padded and somewhat spoiled very good because of the only child lifestyle, but I need to start forcing my energy on someone else and to see how good I am going to feel. That is going to be great for character development and I am going to develop a role - such as serving pizza, etc.
But eventually, I am going to improve my education so I can do something more than serving pizza. The pays does suck...lol.
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