As I am writing this,we are approaching the last few hours of 2011 and then we will be entered 2012. 2012 I can see is going to be a big year - it is going to be an election year, Olympics, and the supposed end of the Mayan Calendar, which is supposed to end on December 21, 2012. I doubt the world is going to end - the Mayans did not believe it will end on that date but who knows - only God knows. It is going to be a big year for me personally - I am going to be turning 21 and I am planning on continuing my education into St. Scholastica, which is the next big step. There is a lot in store coming into 2012 and there is a lot to look forward too. I don't really know exactly what is going to happen next year, but I have a feeling things are going to turn out pretty good.
2011 was a major year of change for me. It is a year that had a lot of growing up, and it was a roller coaster ride. At the beginning of the year, I was pretty much confused with what I am doing, but at the end of the year, I was pretty screwed on. 2011 was the year that I had a few small relationships - a flava in the week in August and I also had a tragic friend deletion which was for a reason. But by the end of 2011 I am getting help and it seems like I am going somewhere.
In 2012, I am going to continue to get some help and hopefully I am going to keep my apartment. I also would like to make some new friends and have some fun as well. I am probably going to establish some hobbies and go back to the way I used to be. I have a feeling I am going to be more relaxed in 2012 and things are going to be stable after things are screwed on. I am predicted by this summer of 2012, everything is going to be figured out and I am going to enter the next step in my life.
It looks like I needed to have some things completed to have a job, girlfriend, etc. I think I need to have all the quirks and kinks ironed out, and started establishing an identity and a new personality that is pretty stable, not confusion. I seem to be switching personalities but it looks like my personality is going to be more well developed that ever before. I will seem more relaxed and screwed on. I have a feeling by Summer 2012, things are going to be good for me and the good times will be in 2013 and beyond. I am working on getting my first job and I have a feeling I am going to be pretty close to it in 2012. I have a feeling I might have a girlfriend by the end of 2012 or sometime in 2013. I think it is about time and I am getting pretty close. There were some flavas of the week in 2011, but I haven't really have anything too serious because of the social cues and the unpredictable personality.
It is new years eve and it is time to get my shit together, and pretty much as a treat, I am going to release old photographs on new year day 2012. I have scanned some in and pretty much have to do some cutting with paint the like and I think that will be a kick start.
My belief is whatever I do on New Years Day is going to set the stage for the year; so whatever happens tomorrow I should take this as a prediction of what happens on New Years. Last New Years was a lot of cleaning and this year was a lot of cleaning. Lets see what tomorrow has to bring.
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