Monday, January 2, 2012

New Years Days predictions

I  have this belief that whatever you do on New Years Days pretty much is going to set the stage for the new year.  New Years Day is a holiday, but is a time to be productive and to set goals; not to sit on your butt with a hangover watching the Rose Bowl on TV.  New Years Eve is pretty much the amateur night and it is actually a pretty boring night indeed.  It is just like any other evening - nothing spectacular about this.
This New Years Day I was messing around with photos on the computer - rearranging them and then trying to upload them on Facebook.  It looks like I am trying to establish some new hobbies and I am going to start messing around with things this year.  This year I went up town and then tried to find a new Sims game, but it was not in stock.  I also tried to develop the photos but the photo developer didn't work.  This could be a symbolic thing as well and that might be the major  theme of the year - it looks like I am going to make a big deal out of things, but after a while, reality is going to set in and tell me it is really not that big of a deal.  The same thing with looking at the photos online - it was a realistic view on things.  I also watched Fathers Knows Best reruns with my mom and realized that there are many similiarities to the teenagers back then as they are today.

It looks like there is a theme for this year and this is probably going to set the stage for the whole year - it is based on reality; what is really there instead of what I envisioned that was there and it might be a year of realization, self awareness, and awakening and I have a feeling that it might be based on the ADHD symptoms.  For most of my life, I have been in a "brain fog" and pretty much, 2012 is going to be a year where everything is starting to turn crystal clear and to see things the way they are.  It looks like I shouldn't be over-focused either and I should chill about, and relax a bit, and realize that what I am making a big deal about is not really that important anyway.

2011 was more of a gutting out year - I gutted out a lot of stuff on New Years Day and it seems like 2011 was a year of gutting out and remodeling, and rearranging.  But in 2012, I am going to be a lot more relaxed and seems like I am going to be more stable than 2011, but it is going to be more of a great awakening year.  This could coincide with the Mayan prophecy as well because the Mayans believe in a great awakening as well; it might not be for me, but it could be for everyone else too.

I shouldn't look back but it will be fun to look at the previous New Years Days and figure out how the years set the stage for the rest of the year.

I took a nap on New Years Day which means I am going to be a lot more relaxed, probably because of the increased realization that I have encountered that I haven't have in the previous year.  But now I got the stage set, let see the year goes and I should live my life, day by day, to see what happens.

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