Before 2012 starts rolling in, I am going to review what are the things that I had done in 2011. 2011 was a year of progress and it seemed like I was a totally different person at the beginning of the year than at the end of the year. At the beginning of the year, I was unsure of what I was going to do and what my direction in life, but by the end of the year everything seems to be fined tuned and ready to roll. I don't know what 2012 has in store but I have a feeling it is going to start out as a continuation of the way I am in late 2011.
I am feeling optimistic about 2012. Many good things are going to happen, but before I look at 2012, I should recap of what 2011 has to have in store.
2011
Got out of the crappy apartment and went into a "mainstream apartment"
100% medicated
Finally fined tuned the driving
Got a cat
Had a good idea of what direction I am going into
There was a lot of accomplishments. Better than 2010 by far. 2010 was simply a realization I had a problem while 2011 looks like I am trying to fix the problem. 2012 is going to be a year of adaptation. It will be a year of self discovery and learning about the new me. I am going to be 21 next year and I should be getting ready to take on the world.
I have been worrying about getting a girlfriend or be in some type of relationship. First, I think I need to know the social cues that I have not been picking up - I can't tell if a girl truly likes me or not and next, I need to develop some focused interests and have a stable personality. I probably need to have some transportation and some money as well. There are probably girls that like me, but I am not focused enough to have a sustained relationship. Relationships take time and it looks like I am not "screwed on" enough to be in a screwed on relationship, not these "flava of the week" types.
I don't know what is going to happen next year but I have a feeling that things are going to be good.
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