Sunday, November 17, 2013

Do I really want to go back to this?

In the past weekend, I had experienced many past lives that I have encountered, but now with  a totally different perspective.  Do I really want to go back to this?  I should think twice about this.

A lot of my time in high school was involved with dealing with elderly people and seeing grandparents.  I had took a walk through the nursing home without the old people and it has been a totally different world - I have a totally different perspective on the rest home.  The rest home looks not that much different than a college environment - elderly people are watching sports and the apartments are very similar to dorm rooms - there is even a dining hall that is very similar to a traditional college dorm.  You have your R.A's there too that watch you with every move and see if you are behaving yourself.  I am starting to realize that this college life is old - it is the rest home.

I went back to a high school to see a string concert - a lot  of my high school was involved with being part of the band and choir, and I am starting to get a different perspective of the students that are involved with these artsy activities.  The artsy students are different than what I think they are - they are very similar to me in many ways and they are not these weird hipster emo people as I thought they are. I always had that perspective when I was in the high school because that dominated that artsy end off the school.  A lot of the girls are quite attractive and even preppy looking who attend these events.

Then I went back to one of my old college apartments - apartment 24.  Apartment 24 was the rauwdy drama apartment but now I went into Apartment 24 and it looks like a totally different place.  Apartment 24 is pretty neat and cleaned up, and it is a very nice, quiet apartment to be in.  The reputation has changed with that Apartment and I had a different perspective.

It looks  like I am having a different view than what I thought - the rest home is not the fogey place as I thought it was; it is starting to become a pretty frat, and I am realizing that the actual young people, like the college students are actually the fogey people.  They look like they are pretty polished even compared to the older generation.  I am starting to get a different perspective about things.  Or this what it was always going on, but I was not that focused and I was in a fog.  I have been looking at these past places and I have an opposite perspective than I originally have it - I have been underrating these artsy/theatre people and  I have been overrating the rest home.  I think I am going to continue having a different perspective with things.

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