My life path is based on GPA

I need to get at least a 2.0 to get into St. Scholastica, but I should strive for at least a 2.5 to access the college.  My life is depending on this GPA and I have about two choices, and each choice is going to determine my path.

Here is one path:  One path is to sluff off and not study, which means I'll get lower grades, which means I won't be able to go to college.  I will be forced to work a minimum wage job if I am lucky and I won't get anything past about $12 per hour, which is not even enough to have a decent living. I'll be living at home with my parents or will be living in the slumpy apartment, not going anywhere.  I'll have to work my butt off to go to college again to get education since I blew it the first time out of carelessness.  I am not going to go any  farther, and I will be working with these "pimply faced" teenagers, trying to find themselves.  I could be possibly living at home with my parents working at McDonalds.  I will be a lot like a perceptual 16-17 year old, and if I don't drive, a perceptual 14 year old.

Here is another path:  I will get my grades up at least a 2.5 and I will be going to St. Scholastica.  I should work my butt off in St. Scholastica so I can get a good paying job, so I could afford to buy a house, a car, have kids, get married, and do all that cool stuff that older people do. I will be a happy and more sucessful person.

And it all matters on that GPA.  The GPA is going to determine my life path; which route I am going to take and it depends on the maturity level.  If I am thinking like a 14 year old, I will be a constant 14 year old. I should act my age and get my act together.  There is a lot of good things coming in the future if I make the right choices.


So I better make the commitment and study.  The problem is the logic and the human biology, and it is symptoms of ADHD by not handing in assignments.  I should get my pill adjusted so I can bust out of this perceptual 16 year old.  By my age, I should be thinking about my future - I should be thinking ahead and the GPA counts this time - this is the ticket to getting me to the place I want and I am going to MISS the train by being an immature, disorganized, scatterbrained, head up your butt 16 year old 20 year old.  I got time to head up my butt  - head up your butt time should be when you are old and maybe in your childhood.  But these head up your buttness is going to get you anywhere.  If I am head up your butt, I am going to be an embarassment working with these 16 year old pimple facers trying to get into college, and picking up their finding themselves habits.  I will be rock bottom.