The right date for me

It looks like dating seems to be my main focus but I haven't really found out which might be the right date for me.  There are many options for girls out there; actually there has been too many options.  It seems like there is a girl for every type of guy out there and there is probably someone that is made for me.  It seems like I need to be under a rock to find girls - there are girls everywhere and they are all beautiful in their own ways. I have been pretty good at talking to girls but I never had the commitment to dating anyone - I seem like I have been pretty good friends with certain girls in school but I never really wanted to date.  Maybe I thought about that, I think I would of been cute couples with the girls I have been friends with.  I have been involved with a lot of platonic relationships and that is fine - platonic relationships are accepted today and I think it is best to be involved with platonic relationships.  We are in a gender less society and it looks like there are many things that are to be liked by both genders - even stuff such as cars and computers are being discussed by both genders.  Gender segregation is something that is dying out.

I haven't really been involved with many romantic relationships and it looks like I didn't really truly want to; or I have certain girls on the mind. There are many girls that are potential dates that I would of look very cute together with but it seems like I got a certain blonde girl on my mind.  I don't think I had brunettes or redheads on my mind and I wanted hot.  I didn't realize that there are girls that are made for everyone.  I also had a look in which I don't want to truly attract anyone - it seems like I had bad acne and dental problems, which keep me from having a date, along with some nervous quirks.

Now I have a change in attitude and I think dating will be no problem for me.  I am a lot more realistic about things and I seem like I am going to choose anything.  I will probably find someone that is very similar to me in some ways and there are people that are similar to me.  I think the platonic relationships are a very good start and that is going to help me find dates.

I seem to be one of these shy, introspective type people.  I have more thoughts and I tend to be very analytical and I see lots of patterns in things.  I like to see trends.  I also have a deciphering personality and I try to see connections between things and try to find out the cause and effect of things.  I could be pretty smart.  I have a pretty good view on the world.  I think this might be hindering me from finding dates - I tend to over analyze and overthink - this is find but I need to find emotion in other ways instead of trying to analyze everything.  I also tend to be one of these philosophical, thinking type guys which is not bad  - we need to have these type of people as well.

There had been a lot of improvement and that is going to help me date - girls will be awesome but I seem to be the analyzing  type and  I need to bite the bullet and do something.