Each week, I am in many different worlds which will give me opportunities to meet new people. It has been lonely lately but I am going to be exposed to a lot more environments than ever before. I am going to be exposed to the apartment environment, the work environment, and the school environment. Even at the school environment, I am going to have a different taste when I am taking my day classes vs. evening classes. It looks like the environments I am going to be exposed to is going to involve a lot of older adults, with an exception of the apartments, which are peers but I am not sure if I am going to luck out with peers that I want to meet.
The last few years was a continuation of my high school years and it was a lot of peer orientated, but I didn't really have a chance to get to know too many people just like I did in my hometown. I was lucky when I made about 1 or 2 good friends in the entire school, and that is what most people have about one or 2 good friends. I am not the easiest person to make friends with but someone at least sucked onto me throughout the years.
The first year I was exposed to an "adult enviroment" with the computer classes, but it was a little too stodgy for me so I decided to get exposed to some of my high school buddies while going back to the high school. At least I was a little more mature at the high school and people that I never hung out with finally got to know me. But when I changed to the A.A degree, I wanted to start fresh and to make new friends. The process was slow but I did make a friend or two. I was not the most popular person around but at least somebody did accepted me.
I am going to have a change in the environment again and I am going to see many worlds - I am going to be in the world of the apartment, the world of work, going home to my family and my hometown, the world of school, and the world outside. There are lots of places to meet new people but it is probably not going to be as high school. The work world will be all ages and even the school world - the apartment might be the only time with peers.
I am working on finding a date but I don't know where I can find one. There are girls all over the place and there might be a place where I am going to find a girl. I am thinking the apartment might be good if there are a lot of girls or might be if I get a job, or maybe at school. It seems like I haven't really had a chance to get to know any girls or guys in general, since I am a lot more introverted in nature. But the classes with a lot of women with me had helped me interact with girls and I know what to do - I probably know how they talk and they tend to be a lot more emotional than guys. There is probably a certain type of girl that I am attracted to and they tend to be very common.
It seems like I have been attracted to a narrow range of girls and I am not opening up. Maybe that brunette or redhead might not be that bad, even though I am more of a blonde fan. But really the truth is I am probably going to find a girl that looks similar to me.
There are probably a lot of girls that resemble me more than I think. I am sort of skinny and I have a washed out blondish brownish hair that a lot of girls probably have and I do look pretty pasty. There is probably someone for me and I seem to have that natural attraction.
But I am probably going to find her with the environments I am in.
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