A secret admirer

Tonight something was revealed about me that I probably didn't know about my high school life - I had a secret admirer that I didn't know that I had.  She is a few years younger than me and she didn't cross my mind - I did not know me until she saw me walk through the halls of the apartment with a Wal Mart suit on and she had said "hi" to me.  At first I thought she was a rather beautiful girl and I was flattered - somebody said "hi" to me; someone likes me, but this time around I was flattered even more when I started talking to her and she secretly "known me" in high school.  I think it was a secret admirerer that might be truly revealed.

I should get to know her a little better - she might be my first succesful relationship. That farthest that I had gotten up with a girl is a possible hold hands and cuddle, and that only lasted for a few days, but it fizzled out with a lot of drama but I had never had a "true relationship" with someone.  I have a feeling that this "secret admirerer" might turn into a relationship if I keep at it.

I would like to get to know this girl and Lord, please guide me so I can have a chance to get to know this girl.  The ball is in my court and it might be the first chance of a real relationship.  I had succesfully got my first job but this might be my first relationship.  You never know - the Wal Mart job might be my true career and this girl might be my true love.

I think I need to be at that right place at the right time and this Wal Mart job might be at the right place and the right time.  I maybe had to wait for the right opportunity for a job instead of any job.  This girl might be the right girl - maybe it might be the right girl that is truly looking for me and loving me for a long time.  She was young but now there is not much of an age gap and it might be the right girl.

It is like looking for a cat - there are many cats but you might have to find the right cat that will make a great pet and she might be the right girl to have at the right time.

I need to examine her and get to know her a little better - I think she is rather beautiful and lovely, and she might make a nice date.