The cherished moments in college

I am thinking about the cherish moments that you have in college life and life in general.  It looks like I am in this transitional era from college and the real world, and I haven't yet entered the real world, but I am getting closer and closer to this world.  The college world seemed to be an awkward times, but it also had it's gifts.  High school and college had been totally different worlds; just like the world of elementary and high school but they seem to interconnect with each other. My life has been focused on education but eventually it is going to be focused more on contribution and maybe doing what I always want to do, get some relationships going on around here.  It seems like I had failed with the relationships and I am not getting anywhere with relationships, but eventually I am going to improve and bust out of this.

This year might be the year where I might just start turning into something good, but there has been some cherished moments of the college life.  It was an era of philosophy and trying to figure things out, and I haven't been in any relationships or haven't really gotten to known anyone, at least I got this figured out.  I think I had been through a transformation since high school, or I might of been in a period where I am trying to figure out who I am truly am.

But there have been some pretty cherished moments of college life and things I am going to remember.  I think I'll have to give it to the audio recording world, where I went in and raided the studio and made some music.  I got exposed to the Pro Tools software and even bought the software myself which was a wonderful part of college.  And I also starting to become proud of the reports I had written for college and the philosophy that might be a part of life.  There are some pretty good times but it has been pretty self centered.  High school was pretty self centered.  I was a very helpful person when I was younger and had the natural instincts of "give and take" and I was pretty friendly.  Then I am thinking that is "me" is very important and started to fall apart.  I think I should get out  of the egocentric world and look at the full picture, and to have a better understanding of what truly is going on all the time.  I seem to have phone calls and writing blogs about how bored I am, but I think it is going to stop one day.  I think I need to get out of this world and grow up.

I got a long ways to go and I should accept the world of responsibility and that I am starting to age, and get stodgy.  But the true me might come in the future.  You never know the gifts that might happen with life in the future.

There has been gifts in high school and in college, but I haven't run through the carefree, youthful times of being in the 20 something's world and things are going to be pretty good when I am young.  I think it is going to be pretty  peaceful in the future and things are going to be great.

Anyway there is going to be moments and there is going to be something to look forward too.