I have almost completed another year of college and it has been one of my lighter years academic wises, but it was a stressful year in other ways. It looks like this year has some good points and some bad points to it: The good points is I started to get employed for the first time in my life and I started to get some experience with money. I am starting to download music and even look at Netflix, and I am starting to buy things such as a iPod and computer. Of course, I got the technology bought and my first computer and TV were pretty big purchases for my first job that I worked hard with, but now I am going to start working for living and not just buying computers and stuff. Eventually I am going to start getting another hobby as well and I might buy more things.
The next thing was a kick start with my higher learning at Scholastica. I am starting to get a path but I am starting to catch up ball. The hardcore stuff is going to start next year and it is going to be a year of rapid change. This year was a slowdown but the rapid change is going to start next summer - things are going to be very progressive as I transition from the teen-college life to the fully grown mature adult life. Maybe it is time to grow up and I am going to enjoy it - it is going to take time to transition from this spoon feed teen world to the adult world and I am going to start acting like young adults.
I am going to have different values - they are going to put a more positive, progressive, ready to face the world and confident perspective on life that "real world" is cool and school is not. The high school-college world is not going to be an interest. I have a feeling it might be lonely transitioning from the high school- college world to the real world, unless I start getting some type of hobby or interest. I do like to do things and I should spend a little time doing something more than browsing the internet and whining. I think I am going to fit in very well as I get my butt in gear and be a little bit more open minded about things.
This last year has been a tough year but it is going to be a wake up call of what happens if I continue this wussy whiny stuff I been going through. I have been shoved with roommates that are not cool and they don't want to grow up. They don't want to accept the responsibility of the real world and I want to do things, but I have been placed with students that weren't cool. I moved away from them and at least I got someone halfway cool.
I have a feeling next year is going to be a year of change - there was sort of a slowdown this year but next year things are going to be changing at a rapid pace. I have been the same basic person for about the last 3 years and it is now time to change, and that person was not that great. There was a lot of self discovery in the last few years and it was a quiet, more introspective time. Now it is time to get with the program and I am going to be a different person.
Girls have been always on my mind and I haven't really had a chance with girls. It looks like I am pretty shy around girls, but I think I need to change my attitude about them. It is time to come and get them and I am getting better. The first thing I probably have to do is to start an identity and maybe try some new hobbies - lets say cars or fishing, something like that and there are going to be girls and guys that like this stuff. My dad likes cars but I haven't have a chance to learn - I like to drive around place which is pretty fun and to travel. These resorts sound like fun too and maybe try swimming, fishing, just fooling around the beach, etc.
There is a lot of change and it is time to be more realistic and to grow up. Maybe I haven't had a chance to figure thing out.
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