Next week I am going to begin another semester of opportunity and hope things are going to be better than the first semester. Next semester is going to be the first semester where I am completely focused, so only God knows what is going to happen. I am keeping a journal throughout the year to keep track of what is actually going on and I can have a good snapshot of what life is like in this current period of time, 2012. It looks likes things are starting to get set up and it is going to be a fun semester.
Academically, I am going to take more classes that I like. I am almost done with completing the required coursework for my A.A but I need to get my grades up. Now I am going to take classes that I throughouly enjoy and shine at, which will give me future career opportunities. I am still exploring but it seems like I got everything narrowed down on what I am good at and what I am not good at. Lets see if I might be good with the environmental sciences, which I think are boring, but you never know. In the summer time, I should try to take the classes that I am known for sure I am going to shine at and it is going to be the psychologies and the sociologies, etc. I am getting through this idenity crisis and after this crisis, things are going to be pretty good.
I am also working on getting a job. I need to get some experience in the workforce and "the real world" and a lot of this stuff that I am taking are going to "click" when I take it to practice. I am signing up for applications and I pray to God that I am going to find work.
Hopefully the apartment life is going to be better and I get along with my roommates, along with continue to make new friends. I need to loosen up and relax, and realize that they are only young, and I need to accept their flaws. I need to work on cleaning and that stuff, and maybe not as being as "aloof" and change my attitude towards people. If I want new friends, I need to be a friend.
I can see some hope for the semester - I can finally relax and study something that I enjoy, but I should not use the psychological training for self help - actually it is more for self wisdom and I can spread my wisdom to other people that need help. I have been through a lot of crap and it is time to spread my wisdom to the other people out there.
This semester I am going to study more in depth of the human life cycle and what people are supposed to be doing at a certain age. I am also going to study about the "issues" that people have and how you can help people with issues. And I am going to meet up with some sexy girls in a massage class and fine tune my charisma with public speaking; only with a different instructor. Last semester it was focused a lot on body and soul - now it is going to be back to the mind. For a while, it was inhibition, which is positive psychology, but now I am going to help people release their inhibitions.
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