My personality evaluation

I am interested in this psychology and I had taken a personality test online to find out more about my personality.  I am pretty amazed with the results and it may be pretty accurate.  I had taken the Big Five, which is a classic personality examination and there is a lot to be learned.

I scored very low on the Extraversion on the big five - which means I am a shy person.  I am not the type to attend parties and rather do things such as sit on the internet or listen to my iPod.  I think the technology is created a crutch and that is an addiction to shy people.  I like people - I am not afraid of people but I don't really care much for the party life.

Consciouness and Agreeableness are in the middle - I tend to be messy, but when I am in a work situation, I can be very uptight and neat.  I think the money is the motivator and I think I value giving someone a very good job instead of a half fast.  I am pretty agreeable but sometimes I can be disagreeable especially when you have me speak my mind.

I scored very high in openness and that is the gift to my personality.  This open mindedness is good which gets me interested in different music, cultures, and lifestyles.  I am not a stodgy person and I am thinking about the future, but this is destroyed by the neuroticism I have.  I seem to be fearful of things and have anxiety on things, and that is probably influencing my shyness.  It is a weird combination indeed since I am open minded but neurotic.  I think this neuroticism is the negative part of the right brain - I tend to be dreaming up things that are not there and that is probably because of the creativity.  I think the introversion might be the power of my brain - I got many things to look at and think about a long with create things that I express myself differently than actually being a person that is outgoing.  But I think I need to start lowering my fear and to stop dreaming up so many things.

Realistically I know most people are good and harmless, and everyone is in all shapes and sizes, but I think I had been affected a lot by some people.  It seems like I am not trusting people.  I am probably thinking in a higher level than some people and in a more open than other people, which shows some intellect.  There are people around me that are like that that tend to be more introverted and creative, and philosophical and they do get into good jobs in the future.  But when I start getting away from my dreaminess, I might get to be a different person.

There is something out there for me and possibly a career, and I am starting to find out a career for me.