What am I going to be like in 2013

2013 is going to be around the corner and if the Mayan things passes through, it might be a pretty good year.  I had been optimistic about every year but this year turned out to be a very good year for development indeed.  There are some of the leftovers from the 2010-2011 era, such as some of the roommate situations, but for the most part, things had been pretty different.

I had changed a lot from the end of 2011 to the end of 2012 - 2012 was the year where I gotten my first job and started the first glimpse of higher learning.  Throughout the summer, it looks like I am starting to get an idenity started and even through this fall, it looks like there is a lot of self improvement in many ways, along with comebacks such as me downloading music.  This year reminds me sort of the same situation as 9th grade, when I was working for my grandpa and things are going smoothly.  There are traces of high school coming back and not as chaotic as it was in the last 3-4 years.

I had grown up a lot this year but next year I can see there is going to be a continuation of what is going on this year about this fall. I have a feeling that I am going to progress in my Wal Mart job, possibly getting bumped out of the Maintainace position into something with a higher pay and something more enjoyable. The higher pay means I am going to have more options such as trying to find another apartment that is a little bit better.  I do like my days of the current apartment I am in but it is time for me to move on.

I am probably going to start developing some new interests and continuing on my old interests. It looks like I do like my cat and I might start developing an interest in pets and animals.  Who knows what I am going to buy or get interested in - buying new clothes and iTunes cards might give way to more expensive and more hobby related items when I get a lot more cash.

I also have a feeling that I am going to have a way higher sense of freedom and self esteem - 2013 will be the year where I am going to truly focus on my education for a career.  2012 and 2013 are true transitional years into the adult world and I am going to start becoming more grown up than I was around 2010, which was practically high school for me.



I think I had been in this hiberation state since about the death of my grandma on my mom side but with the death of my grandma on my dads side I am starting to slip out of this hiberation.  A lot of this state was transitional and it was a time of thinking and chaos.  This was probably one of my more stressful times since elementary school or middle school.

A year from now you probably see a different person but it might be a better person.