There is hope for the future

I got my apartment rearranged for next year, and it looks like that next year is going to be my best year in college yet.  The first year was a year where I was learning the ropes, and I had a lot to learn about life.  The first year was the first year that I was truly independent, and I learned about living independent.  These crappy roommates had taught me a lot of life lessons such as it doesn't pay off to act like an idiot, etc.  That year was a year when I realized that I have a problem that needs to be corrected and I am not going anywhere.

The second year was pretty much a continuation of the first year, but it wasn't as fun.  It was more of a year where I was readjusting to the new medications that I got for my ADD and learning more about myself.  I started to have a better, more clearer view of the world and what makes people, and society tick. The more I learn, the better idea I have about the world around me and I was starting to figure out where do I fit in with society.

It seems like I have a few things that I was passionate about.  It looks like there are a bunch of people that need help, and these people need my common sense and wisdom to get them back together.  Every time I go to Wal Mart and stuff, I start to get disgusted with the fact that there are full grown adults, that are in their 20s and 30s that are still dressing like a bunch of young children having children.  There are 30 year olds that still like to play video games, which makes me sick.  I see their children and it looks like their children are raising them. There is something that needs to be done.

 I can see that this social immaturity is causing the world to fall apart and we need something to fix it.  I also see something wrong with this society, especially in this hometown as well.  I was always feeling that there  is something wrong with me, but I don't think I am the problem.  It is the other people that is the problem.

Next year I am going to continue my educational journey and I am going to start to learn about myself, other people, and what makes the world ticks.  It looks like I have a more defined goal in life - a mission.  I think there is a bunch of people that need some help or we are going to be doomed. I think there are a bunch of people that are psychologically, and sociologically messed up, and they need some help getting their act together. 

Hopefully next year is going to be a good year and I am pretty positive that next year is going to be a lot better than the last few years.  I have more of a backbone and I know what people are pulling.  A couple of years ago I didn't.  But the main thing I should focus on is continuing my education so I can help these people.